Duality, the conflict

To believe you are body and spirit gives power to the body that it does not have. The subconscious mind is part on of the body. If I believe that my existence is of both body and Spirit, then I must recognize both as being. I will then split time in an effort to maintain the existence of the subconscious mind. The subconscious mind is where ego lives, it only has that which it has experienced to draw off of. If I say that it is part of the one, then that part must come along with it. The body comes from the place of experienced, as it already has been, I Am is that which lives in the awareness of now, the existence of the moment. Ego says, “but those things that happened, that which happened to you, is who you are”. To remain in the belief of body as part of wholeness is to believe in the subconsciouses as part of I Am. If there is truly only one I Am, is it body or Spirit? I have questioned this very thing several times. I have listened to multiple views on this, but I keep returning to the same place, which is insanity. If I believe my body, that which I Am aware of, is part of I Am, then how can I observe it. Meaning, I can not observe I Am, but I can look upon the body, the mindset of the body. I can not change I Am, but I can change the body, the mind. So is the body to be experienced or is it the experience? I Am is, the body and the mindset are. “Is” and “are” may look similar but they are not. Although we may believe and feel indestructible, in the form of the body, the truth is it is not. Do you experience pain? Does it fall ill? Do you feel negative feelings? Does I Am experience any of that or does the body? Once we truly embrace and immerse in the power of I Am, we no longer  will see the things the body believes as truth. Awareness of the body, proves that it is separate, one Spirit as He is, does not include the body. Does the source of all creation have a body? Does He experience through your body or His own? When we talk about I Am, do we say body and Spirit or do we spirtbody? 

   I believe as we we walk in the fullness of I Am, we no longer will recognize the body as anything more than a servant. A loyal friend who moves us about to distribute the Love of I Am. Like a truck full of all the goodness that the body needs, the body does the same for the Spirit. When we approach the completeness, when we are aware as I Am, we will not fear, illness or pain, even as they happen to the body. We will not fear death or the destruction of the body, because we know that it is not who we are in the truth of I Am. I Am can not get an illness, I Am does not fear, I Am does not reflect, get angry, feel flustered or face death. I Am is eternal, it is existence and is in total awareness of, not awareness of what was, only the body is. Our subconscious tells us it is part of the whole being so that it can survive, its existence depends on it. The ego has only what was as a reality, it is not aware. The body carries scars , the subconscious has scars, but I Am has none, it is only that which is, it is the presence of Love, that frequency, that vibration, that power! To be conscious, Christ consciousness is to rest in that which is, not was. 

   If I cut off my hand, pluck out my eye, is I Am affected or is the body? Are both? Why did Jesus say to do these things to the body if it caused you to sin? If a bullet pierced your heart and your body returns to dust, where does your Spirit go? To dust? I Am not this body, I Am not this mind, I Am not yesterday’s experiences to whuch this bodies mindset tells me is so. I Am! I Am that which shows up in the moment, I Am the safe place, I Am the frequency and vibration of Love! I Am… 


   There is nothing that will send a religious minded Christian into a fiery tailspin than to say, you are one with God and that all are. Religion has ingrained itself so deep in the minds and hearts of so many that even if you show them in the words of the Bible, one Spirit, for all and in His image, they rebuke you, shun you and will do the opposite of what Love says. Scholars of the Bible have been taught by scholars of the Bible, down through the ages in a book that has been altered and translated to manipulate and control the masses. It becomes the way, not His way, but mans way. You must do this and that. You are separated, but yet not… which is it? You must say the prayer to be accepted, but the prayer is not taught by Jesus, but we know you are supposed to do. Hell exists, yet Jesus didn’t teach about it. Satan can destroy you, but yet really isn’t in the original text, but shows up all over in translated versions, some more than others. Those who believe in his existence says he has no power, but tell you that he can steal, kill and destroy… hmmm. Ego says, this is the way, my way, I have the answers. King James altered Hell into the book, not out of it. Why and how come? Was it God or ego? Was it God or himself he wanted people to follow, praise and worship?

   This is the problem with the church today, ego is first, God second. The minds of leadership look upon themselves as the way. They see their ego driven agendas as truth. They then tell you and show you life as they see it. The unfortunate part is it does not line up with what Jesus taught, what Paul’s revelation was about. Instead the teach separation, even when they say and believe they are teaching relationship. They keep telling you all that you have to do, all that you do wrong and you are on a journey to a mythological place created by northmen, long  after Jesus taught Love, completeness and freedom. Why do you think they murder Him? Was it because He spoke blasphemy or because He spoke truth to all, to them and it threatened “their” way of life. He spoke of true freedom, that took away their control. He died for their egos. Speak out against a Pastor’s beliefs, tell him he may be ego driven or that you disagree with how he perceived the teaching he spoke about this Sunday, h

ow long will you last in that church? Will his or hers ego show up? Will there be Grace? Mercy? Will Love and the Spirt rule the day? 

   Here are some verses out of the Bible that when I went back and decoded them in the Greek and Hebrew, they altered my life and the way I view this life today.

“And God saith, ‘Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness, and let them rule over fish of the sea, and over fowl of the heavens, and over cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that is creeping on the earth.’ And God prepareth the man in His image; in the image of God He prepared him, a male and a female He prepared them.”

‭‭Genesis‬ ‭1:26-27‬ ‭YLT1898‬‬

“believe me, that I [am] in the Father, and the Father in me; and if not, because of the works themselves, believe me.

in that day ye shall know that I [am] in my Father, and ye in me, and I in you;”

‭‭John‬ ‭14:11, 20‬ ‭YLT1898‬‬

“and there are diversities of ministrations, and the same Lord; and there are diversities of workings, and it is the same God — who is working the all in all.

for to one through the Spirit hath been given a word of wisdom, and to another a word of knowledge, according to the same Spirit; and to another faith in the same Spirit, and to another gifts of healings in the same Spirit;”

‭‭1 Corinthians‬ ‭12:5-6, 8-9‬ ‭YLT1898u‬‬

   Oneness with the source, the creator, God has been taught and spoke of from the beginning. Adam and Eve walked with God! Think about that, truly no separation there. Separation happened when they believed they were separated. We were made in His image, we are in Jesus, He in us, Jesus is in The Father, The Father is in Him, so it means we are all, one Spirit in all! All things must go through Me, Jesus said. What if I told you thst “me” and “I”  have the same definition in the Greek, the same in the Hebrew. Don’t take my word for it, look it up. 

   The kingdom or the reign of God is within you. This is key. It tells you flat out that separation is a lie. It tells you that Heaven, the gate, the dimension of, is the Spirit of The Creator that is in you, in us all.

“And having been questioned by the Pharisees, when the reign of God doth come, he answered them, and said, ‘The reign of God doth not come with observation; nor shall they say, Lo, here; or lo, there; for lo, the reign of God is within you.’”

‭‭Luke‬ ‭17:20-21‬ ‭YLT1898‬‬

So why do we question and dismiss these things taught in the Bible? Those things taught by Jesus and by God himself. How come this freedom isn’t the first things shown to us? If you know the truth, you can’t be controlled. If you see you are already free and that if you are awakened to the truth that you are one, whole and complete with the Source of creation, then they  believe they are not needed. All they were taught is no longer necessary. The Pharisees killed Jesus over the truth, this truth of Oneness. Truth of Love being the frequency that sets you free from the bondage of all things, mostly self. You are free indeed, it is the awakening of this truth that will help you you to arrive to that place of peace, that blissful beauty that is all and everything. You will rest and know Love at the highest level! You will not just feel it, you will project it and the fruit will be seen just like the fruit of your teachers, Jesus, Paul and so many you have encountered. 

   To find the truth, the way and the life, we must become aware of the truth within us. We must see that we are our own key to salvation. That is, when you see that you are Spirit, true Spirit within and not anything external, you will achieve a greater sense of awareness, freedom and a higher frequency of Love! You are Love, created as and moving as. Totally and forever united with all, as all in the true nature of Love! 

Spiritual Teenager

There is an awkwardness about you, in you. You feel like a teenager again as life is changing around you, as you change the life arond you. You feel things differently, you see things differently and you want to grab hold, but you resist just as the teenager does. Is it love or lust, is it both? Lust is desire to be with, to unite, love is to be present with, to merge into joyousness. It is ok to have both of these feelings towards Him. It is ok to see yourself united as one being, to desire more of Him. This love and understanding of an unconditional nature is truth of the purist form. You need not feel shame or guilt of these feelings. Just as you went through puberty as a human, spiritual puberty is a must. You need not fear this change, embrace who you are becoming. Just as you could not stop it in your human form, you not stop what God is doing with you in your spirit. Resistance to it prolongs to truth of your identity. The one spirit, the consciousness of your divine nature, is upon you. The kingdom is within you. You are as He is. You’re here to to awaken those( reproduce ) the manifestation of sons to His divinity, to their divinity. This season is the growth-spurt of understanding your truth, your true nature and as you mature you will be shown your purpose. Awaken sleepers, to your true identity, to the reconciliation of the Oneness, to wholeness and the completeness of God.

Devaluing and Demoting

   It has become the norm, our behavior has been putting less value each other and our actions are not very becoming. Looking even deeper, we are not valuing ourselves and seeing what our own worth is. So if we can’t even recognize our own worth how can we even begin to see value in others? 

   For me this journey has hurt a lot of people, friends and family alike, no one was safe. I was quick to mock, slander and make fun of you right to your face, all in the name of fun. I also blamed and accused those closest to me for my own lack and insecurities. After all my past screamed at me, you are nothing. Without getting to in-depth, I grew up being told and shown by many around me that I was less than, I was useless and I was unwanted. It continued on through life, from those closest to me, even authority figures. I let these individuals words and actions demote me, I let their perspective be my truth. I could not see past the deception that my own mind had anchored in and believed it was who I was and all that I would ever be. I took those lies as my truth and sat in that truth. 

   This may seem like it is a fairytale or a fabrication but it is real and is happening everyday. It continues on a vicious cycle from one person to the next. I passed it on just like a bad book that I proclaimed as a good one. I took my pain, my struggles and projected it on to all around me. I demoted them for my own self absorbed satisfaction. What is sad is that it was so ingrained, I didn’t even see it. It was taught and I observed it from so many sources that I couldn’t see anything but normalcy from it. It became who I was, it became my source of life, a lie. 

   Then came Jesus, no not the one in the book, the one in my now wife. I knew nothing of the love she showed, not just to me but to all around her. She showed up differently than most people. Even in times when those she loves came against her, belittled her and ostracized her, there she was loving them. She lead me to church, which is a whole different story, but in that building I met Jesus first hand ( the truth is I had already met him ). The blueprint of who He was in His human form was right there, on those pages for all to see. He tapped into the source, the Father and distributed love, an unconditional love that we can’t seem to get in our human experience. He was one with the Father and it showed, He showed up and it was clear to all those whom believed. I was a mind renewing moment for all who wanted to see past their own self images. It was mind blowing to those whom had been beaten down by others, by the law and by religion. It blows my mind still today, how could He just keep loving in-spite of all that came against Him and those whom turned their backs on Him? He was love, thats how! He was the source, He is doing what the Father is doing still today! He is the example, just like my wife was then and still is today. Love is powerful!

   I woke up at 3am this morning. God sitting bedside, talking to me about this very thing. I struggle with belief in myself, my worthiness. It shows itself in moments of trials and tribulations. When I have the choice to show up as the blueprint or as my old self image of lack. Its when I get to make that decision of showing up as love or in fear.  As God or as Satan. I Am or adversary. 

   This revelation has been brewing in me for years, it took several people and situations to get me to this moment. I had to deconstruct from taught traits, taught lies and a religious mindset, to find the source of all things, unconditional love! I am still walking this out, its fresh and I am sure I will miss the mark some days. But I now see truth where I believed lies, I now have a greater understanding of love and of what its power is. I see that I Am, the perspective of I Am and the source is part of me, is me and I get the joy and honor to share that with everyone! 

Truth… salvation or awakening

Jesus says to him, I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father if not by Me.  JOHN 14:6 Concordance 

   When you seek truth in spiritually, this will be most likely one of the verses that will enter your thoughts. This is the way it is written in the Concordance version. There are many translations, most say, “except through me”. This minor change in word, has had a dramatic change in theology. It has been used to alter the truth and perception of the verse. I would like to give you my understanding of this 


   I will be using the Concordance to show you how I read this verse and will explain what my perception of what it is saying means.

   The Way: it seems simple enough, it is the path, but it is more than that. The word for “way” also means journey. I believe Jesus was telling us that how He moved through this realm, is the blueprint for how we should, how we are supposed to. 

   The Truth: we all believe we know truth from the untruth, fact and fiction. The word for truth in Greek is Aletheia, it carries different translations into English; truth, but not merely truth as spoken; truth of idea, reality, sincerity, truth in the moral sphere, divine truth revealed to man, straightforwardness. Let us focus on the underlined definition translation. Jesus came to show us what the Father is doing. He came to reveal what God’s true nature is. He was walking the earth as man and as God, that which is in Him. He came to show that God is love, not wrath, not intimidating or vengeful. Jesus condemned no one to Hell or struck them down for unbelief. He was here to be as the Father, our Father and Jesus loved even through His torment, temptation and death. The truth is that, He is love and so are we, divine truth. 

   The Life: the word Zoe, in Greek is translated into life. The Concordance defines it this way; life, both of physical (present) and of spiritual (particularly future) existence. So what was Jesus saying, this is who you are on both sides of the fence, Heaven and earth. That this is life as one entity. When you awaken to the way, to the truth, your life is as it is in the Heavenly realms. It is saying, both present and future existence is one and the same. We in our human experience have chosen to separate the two, but the reality is we are as He is right here, right now. This shell of the human body is not our true life, we are spirit first and that is life. Make sense? 

   Lets look at the last line in its entirety; No one comes to the Father if not by Me. When I asked God, so what does this mean, it seems like salvation when I read it. He said to me, this isn’t the salvation line, its the direction to relationships. The Greek word for me is, are you ready… “ego”. It translates to “I”. What I believe Jesus is telling us is, that you, me as one spirit, as spirit are the way to the Father. We are the answer to that relationship. It is not by saying a prayer to Jesus for salvation, it is by connecting as the one spirit to Him. It us recognizing who you are as spirit and seeing you as you are. It is the development of the Christ consciousness, to be aware of not humanity, but of that Spirit within you. It is seeing the I Am in you and and awakening to the fact of you are love. You are not sin, never were. You are not bad, evil or less than, never have been. You have only been awakening to your true identity (truth) by walking out this journey (way) and seeing who you really are(life), love! You are casting out the demons of the mistaken identity, you are defeating the adversary of your own mind and becoming who you truly are, I Am. 

   You are made in His image, you are as He is, you are the light of the world. Do you not see the trend in scripture? Is it not the same as He is described? You are being born again, no doubt, but not in the form of salvation but into you true identity of that which you always were, life, spirit, love! It is at that moment that you awaken to relationship of self, to Him, all as one, that you birth into whom you are… Who you have been… And who you will always be.

The Frequency

Love heals all wounds, not time. Time is an illusion, but love exists. For God is love and through that love is the frequency of healing. It is why the Bible says,

“greater love than this hath no one, that any one his life may lay down for his friends;”

‭‭John‬ ‭15:13‬ ‭YLT1898‬‬

“And the fruit of the Spirit is: Love, joy, peace, long-suffering, kindness, goodness, faith,”

‭‭Galatians‬ ‭5:22‬ ‭YLT1898‬‬

“and above all these things, [have] love, which is a bond of the perfection,”

‭‭Colossians‬ ‭3:14‬ ‭YLT1898‬‬

“‘This is my command, that ye love one another, according as I did love you;”

‭‭John‬ ‭15:12‬ ‭YLT1898‬‬

“‘A new commandment I give to you, that ye love one another; according as I did love you, that ye also love one another;”

‭‭John‬ ‭13:34‬ ‭YLT1898‬‬

   It also says, love your neighbor, your enemies and God with all your heart. When we love we change the atmosphere, we shift things into a greater realm of being. The Bible talks about sacrifice through love, to be love despite your own feelings of resistance. 

   When I love my enemy, I no longer see an enemy, I see the struggles of a story I do not know. I cast love upon it, it heals not only me but them also. Hate and dislike is like laying a knife to an open wound. Bitterness and anger is to pour salt in that wound. It gets deeper, burns more until all you have is a constant reminder of a past transgression, that shouldn’t carry in weight in this moment. But you keep looking at it, you keep visiting it and it infects your whole mindset. But when you love, the wounds heal, the scar fades and you move on to a higher frequency of being, the complete you.

   We are what we project. If I love or give out of expectation to receive, then thats how I will view love and the expectation will be as such. If I love just to love then love returns not from the external but from the internal being, that is the very essence of love, our Father. I love you simply because  Am love. It is a frequency shift, it is who we are as Him. 

   We all have it in us. Love is of our creator, He is love! It becomes a choice, hate or love, His perspective or our minds perspective. Complicated or completed. You can heal, yourself and others, by stepping into who He made you to be… LOVE

The Blueprint

Condemnation comes from a self appointed judge who sees their own view as being the righteous view. I’m right, you are wrong and God is ashamed of you. 

Conviction is a personal thought of lack, a less than mentality of believing that God is disappointed in me. I cannot see myself as He sees me, perfect. I only see my mistakes as being ungodly and unrighteous. 

Spiritual truth is that you are as He, one spirit. You are wonderfully and perfectly made in His image. He loves you as He loves Himself. His view of you is out of love, it is love and it is righteous! 

To stand with the view of condemnation or conviction is walk in the belief that God created an image of Himself that is unrighteous, unholy and is less than. It is saying that God made a mistake, that He is foul able. 

In our humanity, this flesh believes that it has the answers, it believes that it has the right to judge all things through its human eyes and human mindset. The result is that we label others from that place, bad and evil. We label ourselves in the same manner. This means that God is bad and evil, (one spirit, in His image). 

Jesus walked as man, giving us direction and a blueprint of what to do, how to be. He did what the Father was doing, He tapped into the one Spirit and loved as the Father loves as that one Spirit. 

According to scripture even Jesus made mistakes and let His humanity get in the way of His spirit or did He? He called the Pharisees, whitewashed tombs, snakes and hypocrites. Was love in this, is that what the Father was doing or was that His own human experience? Later on in scripture He had a chance to speak out against them again, but did not. He kept His mouth shut, He did not condemn them anymore. He actually spoke for our sakes on the cross, showing us that even in our pain, we are to be love. He did this in the form of forgiveness, “forgive them for they know not what they are do”. 

Jesus was and is the blueprint of how we are to be in our humanity and in our Spirit. We have the choice to be as He that is in us or be as those whitewashed tombs. We can be love that lives in us or be knowledge without actually knowing Him that is in us, as us. Your fruit is in this, love is sweet and beautiful! It is the very essence of who you are, you just have to tap in to it, know that you are one with Him. You are love, can be love and be loved, because that is exactly how He made you.

The Captive Mindset

   A captive mindset is one that believes what it is being told by someone, whom it has deemed as being more knowledgeable or more powerful, has all the answers. In this mindset, the person gives up all of their will to seek out answers on their own. They have a tendency to not question those they have put in authority over their mind. Their own thoughts of a different idea or possibility, is quickly removed by the power of that one or ones they have put over them. The ability to think or act upon these thoughts and questions has been pushed back and subdued by the captor. Even if the captive mind finds the courage to ask why or speaks out differently, it is quickly put into its place of its less than capabilities. It will except the answers or different idea as the truth and go on its false identity of happiness. It doesn’t even know it is a captive, because of its belief of being less than the captor.

   How is this possible? How does someone capture a mind? It is the simplest and oldest tool in the world, fear! The most obvious example is someone who is battered, especially physically but it also can be phycological. A person physically abused will eventually submit to the authority of the abuser out of fear of the pain both body and mind. They submit to their own thoughts of, they are obviously superior and will keep returning even if it doesn’t make any sense of going back. 

   Fear, however doesn’t have to physical in order to impose its will on the mind. I will leave you, I will take away my love or you will be condemned. I have personally walked through all three of these. In a failed marriage, in an family relationship and in a church family. My focus today is on the church. I am not here to beat up or blast the church, but for me and my opinion it has created a bunch of captives and slaves. Its claims of setting you free and reconciliation comes at a cost, your mindset. You have to turn over your thoughts and ideas and follow this doctrine and theology in order to be part of its family. Anything thought of or stepping outside the box they have built around God, is grounds for punishment and possibly dismissal. They will pull away their love, the support and their unity. That is unless you fall back in line to where you are supposed to be. Now not all churches are this way, but once again it is my view of my own life. 

    The “church” as a building or human entity has been using fear for thousands of years. You can go way back to the days of the Pharisees and see how they used fear to control the mindset of the people. Give, sacrifice and do or God will bring His wrath upon you and your family, maybe for generations. They didn’t talk much of going to Hell, it hadn’t been invented yet. Hell came later and is still used as the greatest manipulative tool in the box, right along with Satan. The “church” has a job to save you from Hell and to teach you to battle Satan. In this though, they have to get your mind right(right along with them). They have to take an age long teaching and convince you that this is the truth. Once they do this, once the fear of eternal torment and the wiles of the devil has been set in place, the fear based mindset, the captive mindset has been shackled and you now are controlled. You are now told if you do not do, these bad things will happen. If you don’t battle, Satan will control your life. If you do not repent, ask for forgiveness and give, Hell awaits. 

   Here, once again my thoughts, is my issue. Using the majority base theology, if I am saved by accepting Jesus, how can I go to Hell? If God says He is in control and that He is my protection and comforter, how can Satan get into my life? How is this possible and why is it taught over and over and over. It is how your mindset is captured. The fear of, they are right, they know more and I lack the ability to see anything other than what they tell me is so. Here is a truth, they believe it too. Why, the same reason that others do. When they questioned it, someone above them told them it was so and they stepped inside the box and are still there today. 

   When I finally broke away from this mindset, when freedom was at hand and I saw the Kingdom, the shackles fell off. When I no longer battled Satan, he no longer showed up. When I learned of the illusion of Hell, I no longer feared and love filled the void. I then grew into something more, I then saw things from a different perspective, God’s perspective! I see God in all things, even the captive mindset. I see love in everything! I am able to see”evil” and “bad” as no more than a false identity. I see my own identity, the one that lets me rest in the Father, the one that lets me love people where they are. This is the fruit of freedom, of being free indeed! Since my wife and I don’t battle, we don’t get attacked by an adversary of any kind. Yes life happens, but we walk through it with love and grace, as He is. When the truth was revealed to us of the illusion of Hell, by God, it set us free to seek the I Am in all things. We are not broke, we are not in turmoil and we are not in fear. All these things that were taught to us, these things that would happen from a god of wrath, from an entity of evil, they haven’t happened, they can’t happen. 

   This is my truth, this is my walk with the Father. I’m not here to change your mind, not here to push my agenda on you. I am just writing down what is happening in my life. I am just putting to words the love and freedom of how God shows up in my life! I Am free today, I Am as He that is in me. I Am one with the Father and I Am able to be. I have found my identity in I Am.

A View from Who’s Perspective

   When we do not have eyes to see or ears to hear, we are caught up in our own ego of the “need” to be right. Even though the truth is right in front of us, that which we have believed for so long as being the truth, takes precedence over everything else. If I believed my whole life in something, if it was my truth for many years, it is ingrained in me, it is part of who I am. If asked to believe or shown something different, it could be and often is taken personally as an attack on who I am. This creates a defensive posture and a quest to prove that I’m right. Why do I need to prove this? Because I view what is being said to me as this, my life is a lie. We will gather up our facts, sit down with our truth and plan our defense as if we are going to court. We object to anything that contradicts our truth, we deny any facts or ideas contrary to our truth and we will even result to badgering or talking over anything that could alter our mindset to our truth. 

   Now, lets make it about religion or spirituality… yep, people will lose their minds!

All of the above paragraph is true about those whom have been set in their religious mindsets., some don’t even realize they are religious. They have been taught this, read it this way and believe it to be that and only that. It is all they have known, the way they lived and no one will change their minds, not even Jesus. Thats right, not even Jesus. Isn’t that what He came to do? He came to change our minds of how we see God, how we are living our lives and what the truth and the light really looks like. Isn’t that what He said, isn’t that who we are supposed to be? 

   We have been taught that Jesus came to wash away our sins and to reconcile us with God. Is that true or our truth? Is that what He was teaching or what we are teaching for our own sakes? First we have to believe we are sinners and God sees us that way. Second we have to believe we are separated from Him and need to be forgiven for both. If you are taught this and make it your truth, then you will spend your life trying to get back into Grace with our Father. You will need to do things like repent, say a prayer and give out of obligation. These are the laws set down and you must follow them in order to be right with God. Does any of these things sound familiar? 

The Pharisees had Jesus right in front of them and could not see nor hear Him past there own idea what truth is. Their own mindset of who they are and what they needed to be was challenged by Him. He is the light and the truth, but yet they saw a liar and a sinner. Why? Because their whole life was being challenged, not  just their beliefs,  but what they had lived for and as. They were groomed for this, the law was their life! It was time to take it to court. 

   I could lay out the verses of all the ways they challenged Him. I could tell you of His responses to them. If I did, I would be telling you my truth. I ask you to look for yourselves, read it from the Jesus in you, not the sinner. It changed how you read and view the teachings of Jesus. In my opinion the greatest teacher of truth. 

   I will interject my opinion on just a few things God has had me walking out. Lets talk a moment about our sins being washed away by the blood. If you believe that God saw or sees you as a sinner, then you must have the law of a blood sacrifice to wash you clean. Who called for His blood, His death? Was it the disciples or the Pharisees? Was it the law or the love? Was it those whom felt they were separated or those whom knew a truth beyond the law? Did Jesus come to cleanse your soul or renew your mind? Your truth of where you are, is in your answers to these questions. Here is the beauty of it, God has you right where He needs you and Jesus, the truth, is setting you free! One other thing I want to point out, a non-Jew, a gentile washed his hands of the blood, of the innocent blood. Why did Pilate do this? Think on that a moment… the blood was not His to claim. 

   They other thing is this, the Bible was written by men. It was written in their time and their mindsets of the story of their lives. Although I believe with my heart, it was influenced by God and it is needed, but there are truths I needed to research. These are some truths that God said to me, who wrote it? What is their back story? When was it written? What do you see when you read it? How are you reading it, from flesh or spirit? When I begin to read it from a renewed mind, from the influence of Jesus and that perspective, it changes things for me. It took away a lot of things I held on to and defended. It took the yoke off of me and put rest in its place. Freedom was at hand.

   I’m not asking you to fall inline with me. This is just my view, what I’m hearing and how God is working through me. We all have a walk. We all have an understanding and we all have ears to hear and eyes to see. Lets do our best to have His perspective and walk out His Grace in all that we do. 

We Are, What We Project.

   If I read a verse different than you, does that make me a heretic? If I read a verse and go deeper by looking up the meaning of the words in Greek and Hebrew for myself, is that going against The Word or against the word as you know it, as it was taught to you? If I research the origins in which things were put, in translation, in the Bible, am a commenting blasphemy or am I a scholar? If I believe that Christ is the teacher, that through revelation He reveals the mysteries, the knowledge of God, to me and to you, am I a lover of Christ, or anti-Christ? If you believe the negative about someone, see things only through your lens of understanding, claim to be a follower of the word, teach we are of sin, are sinners and you must do, are you a Christian or a Pharisee? 

   My point is, how we treat, even those we disagree with, is important. True unconditional love, which is what our Father is doing, comes without the judgement. We spend more time judging each other, instead of loving each other. We spend more time listening to rebuke, instead of listening to understand. We look to see the negative they bring, instead of the positive. When Jesus walked as man, He taught those in front of Him from where they were at. He spoke in parables of the times, of that age. He showed them through their lens of understanding, not through His knowledge of all knowing. Do we really think we can read the KJV, NIV or the YTL1898 and be all knowing of the Word of God? That is actually first of all full of arrogance and second of all pretty impersonal from a God whom seeks a relationship with you. Isn’t it? 

   I personally have come to a place of understanding, of a realization, that all of those around me brings revelation and knowledge. If I listen to hear God’s voice through their words, if I truly have ears to hear, then I will hear, Him. Even if I don’t stand in agreement with someone, God is still there, in their truth is God. 

   People have done horrific things in the name of God, Jesus snd Christianity, it doesn’t change the fact that in it, was their truth at that time. Through their filters of understanding, it was how they saw it. Their mindset nay have been more of them instead of Him, but somewhere in there, He was speaking. That is sometimes tough to get, to want to understand, but is a truth. When we say He is in all things, it means “all” things. This means even those things we do not approve of. 

   I have written all of the above to say this, you are love. What we do with that is important. We must have Grace in our hearts for all of God’s children. We need to have unconditional love and project it in all we do. We have to manifest positivity through our actions and words. We are co-creators in this way, in His ways. 

   Let us start viewing each other in a different way, let us not judge, for you will be judged in the same way. That is a powerful statement. If you love, unconditionally you are now as the one who lives in you. How powerful that can be! Let us follow the two commands, love God with all your heart and love your neighbor as you love yourself! If we are truly walking that out, being as Jesus was, we will then project and manifest the very thing we all seek, Heaven on earth.